The
old dog lay quietly on the soft, white blanket looking up with
trusting eyes at his master of thirteen years. The once proud
and strong Dalmatian was now feeble and mostly deaf. The limbs
that once trotted powerfully up the driveway to guide arriving
cars to the house, now shook uncontrollably. The intelligent
and gentle eyes that looked out from the sleek head were now
mostly filled with confusion and great pain.
The old
dog's master and friend held up the syringe filled with the clear,
pink solution and looked at his long-time companion. "I'm going
to miss you old friend," he whispered. He placed a hand on top
of the broad soft head and gently stroked the great dog's velvet ears.
The tail thumped weakly in response. Then with a precision that comes
with long years of experience, he inserted the needle expertly into
the old dog's vein and slowly depressed the plunger. A sob caught
in his throat as he watched his friend crumple into the folds of the
blanket. He sat and watched the chest rise and fall as he murmured
gently to the dying dog. As his old protector and companion took his
last breath, he placed his stethoscope to the now silent chest and
listened for a moment. Then he folded a portion of the blanket over
the lifeless body.
He
let the other dogs in so that they might understand the new status
of the household. No one knows what a dog really thinks and feels,
but he felt that doing this was important. Two of the dogs ran around
as if nothing new had transpired. But the smallest of them all,
the one that had grown up with the old Dalmatian, lay down quietly
next to the inert body and rested his tiny muzzle on the great dog's
paw.
Silently
he dug a grave in the wet ground, his tears mingling freely with
the rain. He had picked this final resting spot carefully, placing
it between two other old friends, a beloved dog and cat that the
old Dalmatian had spent many happy years with.
It
had not been an easy decision. He had counseled and empathized with
many of his clients who had wrestled with the same choice. He himself
had agonized over it for a long time. But he finally knew that he
needed to help his friend escape the constant pain that all of his
veterinary training and years of experience could not erase.
As
the last shovelful of dirt was placed over the grave, he felt deeply
saddened that he'd never again gaze upon the soft, wise eyes, but
knew in his heart that his old friend was finally at peace.
The
act of grieving is often complicated by feelings that perhaps
we should not be "over-reacting" to the death of "just"
a pet. Many friends and family members don't understand what the
pet has meant to us in life and don't empathize with these very
real and deep feelings. If you are having trouble coping, would
like more information about the grief process, or are considering
euthanasia, please call. We're here to help you.